I think like maybe, my beauty lotion is working. So, pumuputi na bako? hahaha. Mura lang yang te, por hundred lang sa etude house. Maybe I should hoard some more?

The person who goes to church has a headache. Poor guy. No sentence will follow after this because I am an introvert. Ha. ha. He has a stupid headache and I have NO idea where in the world he is. Maybe learning a foreign language. 

He said I am maldita. Hahahaha. He sounded like my mom. He is LIKE MY MOM. But my mom dislikes it when her hair is ruffled. 

Sabi ni em, marunong na daw ma____ yung anak niya.

Hence the photo.

Siyempre tawang tawa naman ako. Milestone ito, MILESTONE!

Bentang benta saken. Haha kahit ngayon natatawa ako mag isa. 

The kid is cute and soo quiet. Behaved and proper kid. He drools a lot too. But he doesn’t yell and shriek like other kids. And he doesn’t cry like some helpless kid. He is a great kid. At marunong na shang ma_____. 

First time to wear skirt/dress to office 2 days in a row. I feel so awkward not to mention cold. It’s nice to be a girl sometimes, cuz I’m actually a bo—- of course I am NOT a boy. It’s scary when I feel like a girl. I get all vulnerable, fragile, and scared. Nakakadiri. 

Nakakapraning maging babae. 

how walls are slowly broken piece by piece, layer by layer. it spreads thin trying to cover me and my too intorvert of a self. i am not the type who easily shares myself to people. most especially men. 

i don’t want to feel like i cannot graps my wall anymore. my wall is my comfort zone. i don’t want to give up my wall because when the unthinkable happens, i have nothing to grasp but air. 

it scares me to death. how walls are slowly broken piece by piece, layer by layer. it spreads thin trying to cover me and my too intorvert of a self. i am not the type who easily share myself to people. most especially men. 

i don’t want to feel like i cannot graps my wall anymore. my wall is my comfort zone. i don’t want to give up my wall because when the unthinkable happens, i have nothing to grasp but air. 

it scares me to death. when my wall can slowly be replaced by you.

What type of guy do you like?

SOMEONE WHO GOES TO CHURCH

-me

grabe ayus. nasabi ko tlga sha. totoo naman eh. un trabaho mapapalampas ko pa. pero yung di nagsisimba? no no no NO tlga.

the primary reason why i can never bring myself to like him because he never goes to church and he mocks the way i hear mass. i mean like. WOW. aaannd he doesnt have a real job. he goes to the gym like every single day and texts a lot. it’s like he wants to keep me but in a really selfish way. he’s too selfish for his own good. he’s has always and will always be like an older brother to me. so much for all the hype my friend caused about getting together with him. I told her I don’t like him in that way, and see? it never happened. 

ps: that is stells orientis in escriva drive. it’s lent again and we are about to be hanging aroung stella orientis soon.